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secondhand serenade - awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,But your heart beat is fast just like mine.And the movie's long over,That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?I don't wanna miss anythingI don't wanna miss anythingI will share the air I breathe,I'll give you my heart on a string,I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,But I'm feeling alive and with every breath that I take,I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,I can save you. Just stay here.Your whispers are priceless.Your presence is too, So please stay here.

Will you stay awake for me?I don't wanna miss anything I don't wanna miss anything I will share the air I breathe,I'll give you my heart on a string,I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.Say my name. So I know it's true.You're changing me. You're changing me.You showed me how to live.So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.I don't wanna miss anything.I don't wanna miss anything.I will share the air I breathe,I'll give you my heart on a string,I just don't wanna miss anything .

after listen to dis song over & over again, I've realised dat
de lyrics had shot me in de heart & de words are
meaningful to me which i cant express out
most of de time !!

great movie =DDD

as planned, went out to catch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !!

great movie but it would be better if i could watch it

with you :c

had my lunch at bugger king . went window shoppin while waitin for de time to start .

played a few rounds of pool after de show with someone i dunnoe , lol =x

but i did enjoy dat game cus he was damn good !!

or maybe im not up to my standed cus its been so long since i've hold a cue stick

ahhas (:

ohh yah, went starbucks to hab my coffee & slack there awhile

before goin home =p

im off to slp soon.

today's plan, hopefully can wake up around de afternoon so dat

i could hang at de mall to chill & catch a movie.

before dat, wanna hab a light breakfast before to bed cus im damn hungry !!

nites ppl(:

good movie(:

still up at dis hour as usual.
jus finish watchin camp rock & im bored again.
looks like i hab to find other stuff to kill time or i'll jus head to bed & try to get some slp !!

just got woke up & had my bath a few mins ago.

habin de monday blues again ): looks like gona be stuck sittin infront of de

lappy screen again !!

omg, its weekdays again & im gona do de same old stuff rottin at home.

nth much happen today besides slpin

de whole day =X

yummy =p

had breakfast at Starbucks with sis, cousin & aunt after church .
slack there till lunch time. saw an offer of buy one electric piano get a free guitar & my aunt said dat de price was ok so she bought it for her daughter.
got home, changed . watch a few shows den went to slp.
i guess dat all for today .

had a short nap & got up to get ready to drop my resume.

aunt & cousin accompanied me den followed dem to some pet's shop. saw alot of cute

animals there but im nt really a fan of dem, lol =x

bought a few dog food for my cousin's pet puppy !!

(i'll upload some pics of dat puppy sometime yah)

before headin home we

bought some snacks & my aunt bought liquor cus i was kiddin abt drinkin

but looks like she was in de mood too (:

got home, took my bath &

drinkin session began =p

its so late but yet im still awake (:

ahhas, cant help it.. life is jus like dat !! nth seems to interest me anymore !!

well, im goin out later jus for awhile to hand in my resume cus im

applying for some jobs !!

i hope dey would choose me or give me a chance !!

(keepin my fingers crossed)

wish me luck guys =D

turnin into a couch potato =x

same old stuff happen today, over & over again ..

even though we get to chat a little while in de late nite

dats enough to make my day bright (:

back to my movies again.

nth much to blog

as each day passes by, im jus rotting away ..

i dunnoe wad to do wif my life anymore. studies?? well, i flunck dat long time agao !!

movies, anime, smokin, meals,bath & comin online ..

dats wad i always do everday ! or besides dat, lock myself up in de room while listenin to

music to kill my time ..

ppl say dat life is so short but looks like mine is so damn long dat i

cant find anything else to do anymore ..

ohh well, screw this life !!

fcuked up life _!_

damn tired & shag !!

i cant believe i went to sch jus now without any slp !!

WTF , im so not gona do dat again cus i was a half dead person jus now ..
i was still active at first cus i had my bath & breakfast but after a few hrs of chattin wif a few

classmates, i got tired & slpy already ..

ohh screw de teachers, i didt pay any attention at all cus i was tryin to get my slp !!

damn , i can tell u dat its nt easy slpin on an arm chair _!_

got home to slp & im now fully awake in de middle of de nite again -_-

GOOD LUCK K.ANG(:

with yr first day of work !!

gona look for something to do dat would hopefully

last me through de nite .

OMG !! im dam bored & i cant fall asleep !!!

finally my brother went to slp le & his skippin out from sch today, lol =x

well, im off to take my shower & off to sch without any sleep cus im nt tired !!

hopefully i can withstand de long hrs in sch .

if i cant, i'll jus head home to slp without permission from teachers or de guards.

bye guys, im off to sch (:

imissyou, do you :c

pretty much nth happen today. the same old stuff

over & over again i guess !!

had midnight snacks only for de whole day !! looks like dats new .. ahhas

i was chattin wif my brother Jaden jus now on msn & we were talkin abt guys stuffs & our frens yah

& we came to a point were i cant stop laughin cus all of de sudden we were talkin

abt marriage & both of us wanna get married by de age of 25 man !!

cus his scared dat his hotdog might nt be able to stand , LOL =x

readers, scratch dat part out cus we were jokin..

anyways, we both turn night into day & day into night !!

brother, get some slp cus we both still hab skl tml & u better nt skip like me cus yr

yippy might get mad yah =x

iloveyou toni gonzaga(actress) xD

im so shag today & i dunnoe why !!!

maybe cus its sunday again. got up around 2plus & watch tv while eatin a small bread.

took my bath around 6plus. gt all handsome up & went out. LOL =x

went to church like every sunday but i dunnoe why i do dat even

though i dun pray ><

but anyways, hope my love ones will always be safe,unharm & good health !!

woots, wad i good boy i am yah ?? ahhas .

got home but im nt sure wad time o.0

had a bowl of salad for dinner & went online already.

looks like im rotting awaya wif movies & anime on de net till late midnights again .

time check, & its 4.11am !!

& i hab school tml, OMG !! looks like im gona skip school again like always.

but hopin i could get up or nt fall asleep so dat i would be abl to

attend school.

anways, im still watchin some shows right now ..

ohh yah, i cant believe i spent hrs

on my music player making it & uploadin it in my blog at de correct place !!

i'll stop here nah, NITES PPL(:

back to blogging i guess o.0

But first of all, i would like to thank

K.ANG (:

for helpin me out wif so much

things abt dis thingy !! LOL

well, nth much happen today besides cleaning de floor which i vomitted from my drunkness =x

after dat, took my shower followed by lunch. stuck at home de whole day

watchin movies from crunchyroll (x

looks like its 5.35am right now & im pretty much bored & tired

right now !! urgh ..

i guess dats all for now =p

damn, i miss u :c

first time making dis stupid blog & im still not use to it !!
urgh !! i'll try to blog here often bah ..
ohh before i forget,

Happy Birthday Thunder =DDDDDDDDD

finally turn 16 le .. sry i cant be there to pei ni celebrate brother :c
but at least gt wish u right ?? so u cant screw me for nth wishin yah!