whole afternoon. fantasy was running through
my head.
maybe jus to escape reality for a few hrs.
today is de first time, my mom said this right in my face.
she said, i am a burden to her life. WTF !!
den u should have nvr given birth to me in de first place.
dunworry mom, im waiting for my time to leave this world.
but if u jus could nt wait, tell me & i'll nvr
appear in yr sight again !!
when u loved the one who was killing u,
it left u no options. how could run,
how could u fight, when doing so would hurt dat beloved one?
if yr life was all u had to give, how could u nt give it?
if it was someone u truly loved?