❤mrJayツ

i'm stilling having my insomnia so it pretty much sucks right !!
ohh well .. been staying or should i say rotting ? (anyways back to where i was saying) been at home this past few days & even on my weekends .

well u can see that my life is going no where right now !!
its killing me _!_

seriously, i wanna blog so much but when i do .. i got nothing cus i've been at home doing nothing besides rotting !! gosh, this just sucks hard !! i wanna get my life back on track !! right now, i'm off to find myself some sleeping pills to help me with my sleep(:

hoping that tml would be alittle different but i know it wont =x
so fuck it yah.