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FEELING SO SHAG URGH !!

MAYBE DUE TO THE COLD WEATHER ..
seriously, i still wanna continue my sleep but i cant cus

if i do, i'll wake up during late afternoon or maybe night and i'll have

my sickening insomnia again .

-there is so many things that i want you to know and i wont give up till its over.

went to enquire about hair dressing course at David's Salon Academy during the afternoon. i thought i was gona get caught in the rain cus when i left the house, it was already very cloudy !! but i did not, so dam heng la :D
i was really very fascinated about the whole thing & i'm kinda interested in it too but the price for the course is still within my parents decision ): gona try to talk to them tml & i hope things would work out.

but once it did, i'll work my ass out like i've nvr did before.
i really wanna start anew fresh in my life. i've enough of wasting my life for more den 2 hrs !! alrights, i'm gona hit the sack soon.
nites ppl <3

*Pics for the day.

been rotting at home this few days.
thats why i got nothing to blog lately. maybe i'll go out later to enquire about hair dressing course ??

in the mean while, i might hit the sack again or might login into maple ?
who knows what i'm gona do next right? lols.

bbyes.

urgh _!_
knn pcb fck .. stress nia !!
bo mood to blog le .. ps, sorry guys .

i'll write something else next time.

i might be wrong.
and
it might not be true. but as for now, i really dunnoe wad to do nor think !
i guess, i'll just hit the sack now to get my mind some rest.

i thought my day would be plain, simple & boring but i guess i'm totally wrong !! i nvr knew that u would change those features & status. so i guess, i have to change mine too. now i understand that time will flow and everyone will change. but i'm really not ready for it .. i dont even know what i'm feeling right now but its killing me & it totally sucks !! urgh , fuck this _!_
it may seem that u made some small changes but to me its a big thing .. seriously, i'm trying to hold on here and getting a new fresh in life but after that .. i really dunnoe myself anymore ..

urgh _!_
!@#$%^&*()_+!@#$%^&*()_+!@#$%^&*()_+

Happy Birthday to :

Jolene mei(: & Kimberly !!

who would knew that both of you girls have the same birthday ! Ha :D
anyways, u girls are finally 17years old le !! so better grow up & stop being a kid !! ahhas, kidding.
hope u girls had a wonderful day with yr friends(:

do takecare & misses ..

my mind is killing me !! i really dunnoe wad to do anymore .. i've got so many things that i wanna do but i just cant yet .. urgh fuck _!_

will anyone just tell me what to do ?? i'm really lost.

i'm so fckin tired _!_
but my eyes just wont shut .. dam !!
anyways, i've just finish playin maple the whole night through while watchin some dvds.
i'm gona grab a bite before hitting the sack(:

goodnight.
i hope yr doing well !!

You Found Me by The Fray

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad

Where the West was all but won

All alone, smoking his last cigarette

I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.

All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang

And all I needed was a call that never came

To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?

Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

But in the end everyone ends up alone

Losing her, the only one who's ever known

Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be

No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?

Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

The early morning, the city breaks

And I've been calling for years and years and years

And you never left me no messages

You never sent me no letters

You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?

Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

urgh fuck _!_
i still cant login maple since morning till now !!!
i'm still waiting ... -.-

Ha:D
i'm done with everything !! but i didn't manage to go out and shop for my household needs though): guess i'll be doing that another day or maybe in the weekends ? I'm so bored right now with nothing to do !!

i wanna play my maple but i cant & i dunnoe why !! urgh _!_
guess, i'll have to wait then):

shit i'm up early today and i dunnoe why -.-''
since i've got nothing to do lately, guess i'll be doing some house cleaning(:

things to do :
-laundry
-sweep the floor & mop it after that
-wipe the tables, computer desk, cabinets & etc etc etc ..
-clean the bathroom
-get myself some household things like food, snacks and u know the rest(:

alright,
gona have my breakfast before i start doing my list to do today !!

got home around 8plus. went out with cousins & aunt to catch a movie(:
well, the local horror movie here was totally different plus it didn't scared the shit out of me !! HA. anyways, after the show, dey went for a dinner while i went window shopping !! cus i was not hungry.

after mins of walking & checking out all the clothes, i could not resists myself buying a polo-shirt for myself(: ahhas. guess, i'm just a shoppoholic freak !! xp
nights, i'm going off to maple for awhile before i hit the sack(:
stillmissingyou!

been playing maple since ytd afternoon to night & now its morning !! lols.
i really should get my life back but its easier to say den to be done.
anyways, i hope u enjoyed yr birthday celebration with yr sisters(:

i'm going off now.
nights !

Happy 17th Birthday to my precious Ellen(:
&
Happy 8th Birthday to my cousin Jillian !!

I hope u'll have an enjoyable day today.

thought its impossible for me to accompany you at this very special day of yours but i just wanna let u know that i'm missing u so much & the co. guys, u do takecare & good with life yah(: ohh yah, bro(thunder) cheer up alright ? there is always a way to fix things so u just have to find it okay !!

as for my cousin ..

well, yr basically sleeping now so .. have a sweet dream & i'll see u later yah !

hope u'll enjoy yr birthday too !!

a note for you bro - (Thunder)

- things do happen for a reason & reasons are made to be understand.

just got back home from my friends place which we stayed for a night.
well, its kinda a good-bye party for us cus we will be leaving each other soon.

NEW PLACES, NEW PEOPLE, NEW SCHOOL AND NEW LIFE !!

sorry i forgot to take pictures during dat night =x but anyways, its was totally a night to remember(: i'll sure miss u guys !!