Monday, May 25, 2009, 9:58 PM
no mood for everything, due to my fever and sore throat .. i've been lying on my bed and sofa for almost afew days doing nothing but sleeping or just simply plan thinking. i guess i got ill from missing and loving you too much . remember that dairy you wrote for me ?? its been sealed and protected in a box. i always do read it but after afew mins of mixed emotions, i keep missing you more. but what can i do ?? i'm such a useless person and i'm very sorry .. my headache is killing me !! i guess, i gona rest awhile now.
i swear,
no matter how hard i try not to miss you,
no matter how hard i try to forget you,
my efforts are so fruitless to the extent that i get angered by it.
, 7:41 PM
- I must have gone crazy over this hard love that i keep dwelling up about our past every time.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 5:23 AM
- I hope the world would just end in 2012 !!lols =/
i dunnoe why early in the morning i'm cursing the world for no reasons .
anyways, happy belated birthday jomhar (:
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 11:06 PM
Ha. back to bloggin after afew days (:
just got home afew mins ago. went out in the afternoon to catch the movie
Angels and Demons. its a worth watching movie cus the story line is good. well, its still up to you guys to rate it !! anyways, been not blogging this few days cus i'm just rotting at home doing nothing besides online movies, maple & etc .. u know the rest !! k, write till next time yah. gona find something to eat before hitting the long hours of sitting infront of the com again .
Friday, May 1, 2009, 11:04 PM
how come when i wanna start anew fresh, i dun always get the support nor the feeling that i would do great in it ?? is it really hard to start anew fresh when ur already down in the drain ?? seriously, i've got so much things that i wanna do or wanna be someone !! do u get wad i mean ?? but how come its so hard ?? am i already that hopeless ?? i've got alot of questions on my mind .. how i wish i could find answers to them ..
- lifeless day i had today.
