no mood for everything, due to my fever and sore throat .. i've been lying on my bed and sofa for almost afew days doing nothing but sleeping or just simply plan thinking. i guess i got ill from missing and loving you too much . remember that dairy you wrote for me ?? its been sealed and protected in a box. i always do read it but after afew mins of mixed emotions, i keep missing you more. but what can i do ?? i'm such a useless person and i'm very sorry .. my headache is killing me !! i guess, i gona rest awhile now.