❤mrJayツ

its been so long since i've login in here. at times when i do passed by my own blog, i feel like updating it but when i come to think of what to write, i have nothing .. Is my life really that dull ? people say, life is like a storybook. it has different chapters, story, characters and full of excitements to be reveal . but i guess mine is just a book with blank pages ..

- the truth hurts specially when you find it all by yourself.

was damn hungry & i was about to get myself something to eat but right now i lost my appetite. i never knew that finding something true can hurt this much. when all i did was think and miss about you. i'm really trying hard to get back where we left from but i guess it wont never happen again. i knew this point will come but u said, it wont and i had faith in you !! but whats all this ?? i'm struggling over here where you found your happiness. if thats the case, i guess, i have to let it be cus i want to see u being happy in whose ever arm's it is ..
i'll end it here, cus i wanna have some time alone .. all i can say right now is, be happy in whose ever arms it is and please do takecare ..
Goodbye.

really been busy and tired due to school. its really been awhile since i had back this feeling which is wanting to go to school . lols. myabe its due to the course i took which has more free time then study time.
Ha. kays, write more on the post i think =/

its been awhile since i last updated.
well, nothing much has happen beside from school. yup, u got that right, i'm back in school for some hardware courses. lols speaking of school, its dam tiring !!! long hours man, 9am-6pm, wtf !! plus its monday to saturday !! so that means, i only have sunday as my break. all i do for now is, sleep eat bath school and it goes on as a cycle .. hope i can hold on to this. lols

its been 10000 years since i've copied some notes.

guess i gotta blog more and update more but bo mood and anything to write about. LOL
need to do some changes with the songs too !! but i guess i'll do everything next time bah ><''
off for now !!

no mood for everything, due to my fever and sore throat .. i've been lying on my bed and sofa for almost afew days doing nothing but sleeping or just simply plan thinking. i guess i got ill from missing and loving you too much . remember that dairy you wrote for me ?? its been sealed and protected in a box. i always do read it but after afew mins of mixed emotions, i keep missing you more. but what can i do ?? i'm such a useless person and i'm very sorry .. my headache is killing me !! i guess, i gona rest awhile now.

i swear,

no matter how hard i try not to miss you,

no matter how hard i try to forget you,

my efforts are so fruitless to the extent that i get angered by it.

- I must have gone crazy over this hard love that i keep dwelling up about our past every time.

- I hope the world would just end in 2012 !!

lols =/
i dunnoe why early in the morning i'm cursing the world for no reasons .
anyways, happy belated birthday jomhar (:

Ha. back to bloggin after afew days (:
just got home afew mins ago. went out in the afternoon to catch the movie Angels and Demons. its a worth watching movie cus the story line is good. well, its still up to you guys to rate it !! anyways, been not blogging this few days cus i'm just rotting at home doing nothing besides online movies, maple & etc .. u know the rest !! k, write till next time yah. gona find something to eat before hitting the long hours of sitting infront of the com again .

how come when i wanna start anew fresh, i dun always get the support nor the feeling that i would do great in it ?? is it really hard to start anew fresh when ur already down in the drain ?? seriously, i've got so much things that i wanna do or wanna be someone !! do u get wad i mean ?? but how come its so hard ?? am i already that hopeless ?? i've got alot of questions on my mind .. how i wish i could find answers to them ..

- lifeless day i had today.